I have not had the time that I would like for the one thing that gives me great pleasure. Cooking!
I have been making some very simple meals. I keep drawing a blank unable to come up with something creative. I have spent many hours looking at pictures of food "art" on tastespotting.com I love it! I have so many things I want to create from looking at that site. One thing I would love to try to make is Sushi. The lack of fresh sea food here would be my biggest preventive. I could make veggie rolls, and CA rolls..
Anyway- I have realized that the more I think of the things that I want so badly have me becoming depressed, forming hatred for my job. Wishing I could figure out the direction I wish my desire for cooking would take me. I fear the working in a restaurant because the times that they are the busiest is the time I love being with my family. In the evenings and on the weekends. Personal chef in this area would never last. I have thought about creating a banquet hall/catering. That doesn't allow for ME to shine... It is so much easier on a smaller scale to create works of art on a plate.....
For now I will just tough it out... Perhaps one day my eyes will open and I will see the direction I'm to go. Till then I will be miserable dreaming about that possible chance I might one day get to create a "plate full of dreams". .....
